Ummm okay FOUR years LOL, jeeeeez

I'm currently in bed, having just finished my day job, in silence, except for the lil sounds Benji makes when he's shuffling around looking for the comfiest spot, only to jump off the bed and leave me ALL ALONEEEE

haaaa

I'm gearing up to go to restorative yoga. Truly the best combo move I've found in this current state of living is: an edible, yoga, Trader Joe's. Tonight will just be the first two and hopefully an early night. 

I've been nurturing a space of stillness. I feel bombarded by my phone. Too much noise. And it's so strange that we all have the same dependency on it and it's just accepted. At least from the outside. I think we all hate it, yes hate. I don't feel shame about it, but I do feel responsible for managing my spaces, both mentally, and physically, including the digital space. I recently read the book Digital Minimalism by Cal Newport and he pretty much wrote that there isn't a way to wean off of our phones. We have to do a digital cleanse of sorts. I want to believe that I can manage it, but I'm afraid our addictions run too deep. Anyway that's for later. Catch me with a flip phone in 2 years.

Until then, I am on mission of decluttering. Living only with what I truly need. No more first-generation hoarding tendencies here! They have gotten me this far and I will honor that journey. Now I'm on one of create SPACE. SPACE to PLAY. SPACE to BREATHE. SPACE to COME TOGETHER. SPACE to CREATE. Yes yes yes yes yesssss.

I'm over a year into a regular yoga and meditation practice. One day I'll invent a new language or a bank of sounds that will capture the beauty of yoga and what it's meant to me. For now, life-changing can summarize it all. I've noticed the alignment of my past desires meeting with my present and how so many of my dreams are finding avenues of expression. And how cool is that?! Like wow, I am my own hero :'). 

I'm in NYC now too! I live in Brooklyn! I had a moment in Hamilton Heights and Crown Heights. I won't claim to be a New Yorker, ever maybe. I've been her for 3 years now and have only JUST created my stability. 

There are loads more updates. Acting. Writing. Loving. This blog has been resuscitated. I have a feeling I'll be back more often :)

What I'm thinking about: finance, stillness, minimalism, creative process, exploitative casting platforms, my values in practice, long-term health. LOVE. 

Okay, talk to you soon <3